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Hello everyone !
I no longer use wordpress anymore ! If you haven`t noticed, I have not updated my wordpress for an immense amount of time. That time went towards the construction of ophiee.net which is now up and running !
If you are interested in reading my blogs, please visit ophiee.net
I will keep my wordpress as for reference.
Thank you for reading !
So what happens when it`s a Monday, and already you start to dread the week.
Each day passes, piling you underneath mountains of work, pressure and stress.
What do you do?
Who do you turn to?
What if you were trying your best to make things better?
Nothing is working. The more troubles you resolve the same number of troubles come back.
So what keeps us going?
Why do we persist?
Why do we continue to live?
Isn`t there a time where we all just want to get away from everything and fall asleep forever?
Well there’s one thing that keeps me going.
And that`s the people i turn to when in need of help.
So what happens if they`re not there?
I will lose myself.
Dear Lord,
please end this for me right now.
i don`t know how much longer i can handle this.
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Hello Everyone !
Wow; i haven`t posted a blog in two months. That`s a bit slack of me ! 
So how has everything been? For me? If you really want to know;
I am already well through the middle of Term4. Around 5-6 more weeks left of torture and two months of freedom ! Haha. I swear if Maths C is going to get harder than IQR and algebraic trigonometry, please kill me. I would much rather do more easy work than do less hard work; as the majority of teenagers of our society may agree with me. 
Yes, it`s time to go JOB HUNTING. I officially am in need of a job and therefore will need to be employed; sooner or later. 
I need help…
The first time I had Jesse over for a sleepover after 2 years of begging dear mother. LMAO; ♥
LOL; #1
Ophie; i have to speak to him over OTR
Jesse; oh okay.
Ophie; do you even know what OTR is?
Jesse; *one minute later* no..
LOL; #2
Ophie; so we were at Anzac square
Jesse; Oh really!
Ophie; Yeah! and you know how it’s really quiet there at night time?
Jesse; YEAH!
Ophie; Do you even know where Anzac square is?
Jesse; … *one minute later* no… okay so you were at Anzac square, so what happened?
Ophie; yeah, well…
Jesse; WAIT WAIT WAIT, you still haven`t told me where Anzac square is.
dejavu.
♥ Ophie
Filed under: ` Happy Stuff! ☺☻♪
Wow, i haven`t written a blog in SOOO long. >_>”
I feel bad, because even though i`m writing a blog right now, i really don`t know what to say
Oh! Well, I got a new laptop! It’s like.. that brand name I can`t read, let alone pronounce.
It`s gorgeous. Even though it has the crappest local disk memory of a wopping 4GB and a very large screen of around 7″! I`m estimating, and no it`s not big at all; the power of sarcasm. I can put both my palms out and the laptop is smaller. In a way that`s quite depressing, but nonetheless, i have a laptop 
*everybody claps and cheers*
The new rules my mum made for me this term are… running more smoothly than I had expected. i would have thought that i`d be rebellious and not follow them at all, but it`ll be worth it in the end
SIGH. i`m hopeless at bringing out random happenings in my life into a blog. Life at the moment for me isn`t quite that interesting. And the only interesting parts would be extremely unecessary to post online. So i`m out. Night
♥ Ophie
Filed under: ` Happy Stuff! ☺☻♪
HALLO! ^^
I`m quite satisfied with the way I had spent my day today! Intensely watching the many episodes of “Lucky Star“. I started today and I’m already up to the 12th episode. I sit here wondering what ever motivated me? OO” It all started last night. My friend and I were talking to eachother about anime:
Friend: So what animes have you watched?
Me: Well… not much, at least I can’t really remember, because it kills my internet and then I can`t play
maple story… but I have watched Naruto, Ouran Highschool Host Club, Keroro, Love Hina, Death
note, Aishiteruze Baby, Chobits, Inuyasha and ZOMG can`t remember = =!!
Friend: Oh okay. I`m surprised you haven`t watched Lucky Star!
Me: Huh? Lucky Star? What`s it about?
Friend: You`d really like it! The main character; Konata, is a lot like you.
Me: Is that so? In what way…
Friend: Well, you`re both really short! And she loves GAMES and MANGA. And her school grades are …
And she`s atheletic but she doesn`t even try/want to be.
Me: True. I`ll watch it! ^^
Friend: Tell me what you think about it when you`re done!
So yeah. Basically this small conversation had me on my heels waiting for the Lucky Star to load especially with that uber long 1 minute 30 intro! = =”
Well. Enough with Anime. Tomorrow is a very special day for me! No, it`s not the anniversary of my gold fish`s death and no it`s not the new release of a new patch extension for Maple Story and no, it`s not my pay day;
IT`S MY BIRTHDAY!
Yeah. I`m gonna be 14. JEEBUS; i`m old = = and later on i`ll be doing my QCS tests and getting my OP to determine my knowledge and education collected from the years of primary and secondary school everyone has to suffer. I shudder to the thought of that. Anyway, I best be off. Meeting up some friends tomorrow in the CT to celebrate so I wanna be up and early for this big day ^^
Dam. I wonder what I could be getting… *strokes non-existant beard*
Love,
Ophie ♥
Filed under: ` HECTIC STUFF! ♫☼‼
我不能處理這個不再… 我不值得，這!
*sigh*
I really can`t go on any longer like this. This just isn`t working for me. And ain`t this supposed to be my life? Then why am I letting someone else control it? To make me live the life they want me to; which isn`t really what I want.
My school report was mailed to me today, and coincidentally; my mum took it and opened it before I could even look at my Homeroom comment. Okay, so… all my marks were fairly reasonable. I mean; A+ for most subjects. A- on the rare occasion, and just… an unfortunate C for maths. Like, not that I really care about maths anyway, since it`s probably the most lamest subject ever to exist in the existance of lame. But seriously. A C is a pass right? It`s a pass. It`s defenitely a pass. In my country anyway. OO” Yet, still my parents enforce extreme rules that apply to the most important parts of my absurd and maple-saturated life.
- No computer from Monday-Thursday.
okay. uhhh this one… is absolutely NOT acceptable. I need the computer to LEVEL MY MAPLE CHARACTER! If this rule applies, my character will be NOOB! I WONT LET THAT HAPPEN! NEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *rage* - Study for at least 4 hours a day.
I guess this is okay. I mean, it depends if I have THAT much work to be able to study for 4 hours anyway. - No phone.
*CHOKES* WHAT?! DID I HEAR THAT CORRECTLY?! - Must spend more time with parents, watch tv with them.
Well usually I don`t do that kind of stuff. I don`t mind spending time with my parents, as long as they`re not criticizing me 24/7 like they do when I make an attempt to spend more time with them… >_>”
Well anyway. I`m way too depressed too care anymore. I`d rather just let it slip and just go along with it untill i get my freedom back. =]
Paid a little visit to dai gor josh today ^^ it was very very enjoyable =] I`ve never had such a relaxed day for a long time; well until my report was mailed to me ==!! anyway.
I stole Joshie`s iPod and i have grown quite attatched to KOTOKO. Soo ninja taste (H)
Anyway. I shall get going now! This blog is long enough to be a grade 8 standard essay = =”
Love,
Ophie ♥
Filed under: `Boredom ♥
Hello everyone!
WOW! I haven`t blogged for… so so so long! I don`t know, blogging seems to be such a hard thing to fit into a busy agenda full of exams, study, and constant Maple Story! ♥ I apologize for the constant laziness of never blogging… especially to LILY! Who commented me a while ago and I`ve still yet to reply… ><” sorry ~ haha
I`m finally on holidays now, and my birthday is coming up in 2 days! I am SO SO SO EXCITED! But… i still haven`t planned what i`m going to do! And i`m not sure which friends i should ask out as well… i want to ask them all to come with me to the city or something… but there`s too many of them… it`d be too awkward…
I`m sitting at the computer, looking at the clock which currently reads 12:24 PM, and knowing myself that it is way past my bed time but i am not tired at all. I mean i`m not doing anything tomorrow, why would I be so hyped up? I was planning to sneak a trip out to Joshie`s place to verse him, Jay and Jordan on some GUITAR HERO!! But, yeah still deciding, i`ll probably wake up at 12 tomorrow anyway.
Well, enough mememe. Better get going or else no guitar hero. =]
Thanks for actually reading I know nothing on my page has anything of interest anyway. TY! <3
Love,
Ophie ♥
^^ NEW PIC! ^^
Filed under: ` Exams ♣
Heyy everyone! ii haven`t been blogging for, what, 1 month? And in that month, my views have gone up… 300 times. @_@ But ii`ve only got two new comments… this proves that most people who visit my page don`t comment!! COME ON! Comments make me happy! It won`t take up THAT much time just to leave a comment?
Moving on, ii`m already sitting through week 4 of the school term. ii`ve got plenty of assignments and in fact, one due this week! man ii`m screwed!
ii just finished my Year 3, 5, 7, 9 practise tests… they… really do a great job of murdering someone, especially if they`re like me; lazyasshit
ii swear if ii go on any longer ii will die.
ii`m too tired. ii`ll talk later.
cheers`♥
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OMG! OH NO! LAST DAY OF HOLIDAYS! MY 11 DAYS OF FREEDOM; POOF! GONE! … it`s just not fair! ii was going to go out yesterday, but ii accidentally missed my bus, sooo ii gave up. ii decided to go out today, but mum was like, “nope. last day of holidays stay at home!” ii don`t get it, what`s the point? she dragged me with her to go grocery shopping; isn`t that going out? @_@
so yeah. she took me grocery shopping; i cudn`t stand it. ii know it is shopping for daily human necesseties, but ii say that DDR IS A DAILY HUMAN NECESSETY! if ii spelt that right… >_>” ii went to ddr at plaza; and just when ii put my coin in, a 靚仔 came up to me and asked me if ii wanted to play a game of ddr. ii was like WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO okaii =] yeah man he was pro @_@ heavy, reverse, 2x speed… the whole LOT. and not to mention he was around my height ^^” which is incredibly RARE to find, especially on 靚仔
Could be like; NEW HK DRAMA: A 靚仔 SHOUTED ME A DDR GAME! Woo, pwns My Tutor is a 靚仔 Gangster.
Speaking of HK; cathii BESTIEBUBBLEBURGER HONGKONGPRUIDEEEE!!! Yah mahn; sirty-sree dollarh for cheese-burgahh.
SIGH. ii love yooh cathiii; i miss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu TT”
eh. to draw a conclusion to this blog; i wud like to say that DDR IS A BASIC DAILY HUMAN NECESSITY.
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waking up without you
it doesn`t feel right
to sleep with only memories
it`s harder every night
and sometimes ii think ii can feel you breathing on my neck
tonight ii`m reaching out to the stars
ii think that he owes me a favour
it doesn`t matter where you are
ii`ll hold you again
ii wish ii can hear your voice
don’ t leave me alone in this bed
ii wish I could touch you once more
don`t leave me alone in this bed
Not tonight, not tomorrow
*Sob Sob* Such a sad song… “Alone in this bed – Framing Hanley” It`s so beautiful. The lyrics strike me in the heart. Even though it is a male singer, sometimes ii feel exactly the same; just waking up without you doesn`t feel right at all. Lately ii`ve been feeling really depressed. ii feel like a big chunk of my life has been taken away from me, like ii`ve been missing something; all along. ii just can`t seem to figure what ii`m missing.
it`s been real tough. just friendships and relationships. everything is getting messed up. ii wish things would clear up soon. ii can`t stand being so “long-faced“.
enough with the depressing talk. ii actually went for a photo session today.
just felt like showing you. other than being depressed, there wasn`t anything else ii did today. well ii did listen to Alone in this Bed over and over. About 50 times. it`s on my iTunes counter if you don`t believe me. (: well anyways. ii should get going, ii`m trying to write another song. ii`ll post it on youtube when ii`m done (:
